for the very first time, i had the strangest feeling... it's official... i think i really need him. ..what will i do?. having this feeling is not very easy... this is my first time to fall in love with a very close friend. .. what will i say to him?. . well, it's been 11 days since i haven't posted anything.. I'm too busy with studies and some stuffs. some days are special some are just ordinary.. almost every night i had nightmares. a very weird ones and very scary...i don't want to type it down here..i just don't want to remember it again..
well, our friendship are much better compared last 2 weeks. .. yea.. i think our friendship is growing again..like a baby flower. =) it's good..but it gets even more confusing... most of the time, i caught him looking at me...i don't know..maybe he's looking at my seatmate or something. or it's just FATE that we caught each other looking.ahha. yea.. but for now i would like to be his friend ... =) i thought our friendship will not restore ..but God is so good He started to work on with our friendship ... =) nothing is really impossible if you have God.
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