a few days have passed since i realized some things... i get confused of LIFE this time... every morning, i take the jeepney to go to school... while riding in it, i get confused with everything i see in the road...i always see some mentally disordered people...there are many of them..it started as 2, then after 3 weeks they are 3 and the next day 5, then 6.. God, it hurts me so much to see those people. they need help and someone to comfort them..aghh.. if only i could help them.. one morning, a passenger took off the jeepney.. he is an old man and he can't barely walk.he is carrying an old electric fan..his body is half paralyzed ..because i noticed that when he walks, he only uses the left foot and he just slides the right foot. uggH.. i want to get off the jeepney and help him.. but i will be late if i help him... uuhhh God, i dont know..i can see those people looking at him. THEY DON'T EVEN COME NEAR TO THE OLD MAN!!! ..why are they so selfish... some people are very selfish.. they only think for their own good...they say that we are EQUAL then why is this happening?? i think this only because of those selfish people ... yea i may sound like a child but this thing is the one in my heart and my mind... . .
and this GUY i'm talking about all the time in this blog, ,, we talk again at last..! ahahha.. after how many years!haha joke... yea.. he talked to me when we were in my lolo's house to do a project.there he talked to me.. but i feel something ... i feel that i really miss him as my friend. cause as i type this almost every time in my posts,he is a close friend of mine last year..but now,uhhh.. it's depressing to know that we're not...
isn't it hard that a someone very special to you, a someone that completes your day, a friend who is always there, a friend you trusted for a long time and a friend you count on always and helps you and a friend who you walk with everyday will not talk to you anymore and only looks at you when you talk to them??. Gosh, i feel the pain..but i don't know ,, i just love him ..that's it.
LIFE in being in love is not really easy..duhh we all know that. for me, LOVE = RIGHT TIME ... right time means, after you finished college... man,, i cannot control this feeling. i know i should follow all the things i know about love. but i cant do this things. this drives me so crazy ... but one thing for sure that I'll do:: i will keep on trying hard to apply all the things i realize with my life everyday...
"long time friends.then.just one blink of an eye,. she fell in love"
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