the sun shines again.... i woke up very early ... coz i cant sleep anymore.. i have nothing to do than think of things i can't understand these days..and it affected my mood this day..i stayed silent and felt nowhere in this tiny world.. i can't focus with the things our teachers are discussing...it's so boring.... and something is bothering me ..i think i have a problem with my life.. i don't know what to do.. i know whats right but why do i still do bad things?.. I'm so worried with my future plans...and i fear that i might not succeed with it.

well, about "him" i can't really take my eyes off him... he talked to me this day but only i think,, 2 sentences?ahahah.... i don't know why we don't talk that much,,, when we were in 3rd yr high school, we're almost like brothers and sisters... we always talk, we share what we can share and he even drinks at my bottle of water...!..haha..(those days...) hahaha.. i hope we can restore our friendship before... =)

,.before my day ends, i felt so happy.... i attended youth hour in our church... i always attend in this fellowships... we had a great time... and as the pastor preaches the message, something pops out with my mind.. it said "i found what's wrong with me... " with that time, i realized that my problems can have a solution if I'm with God.. i Forgot all about it which i was really sorry... like a verse in a bible said " the Lord is my Lord and Savior, whom shall i fear?. the Lord is the strength of my life, of whom i shall be afraid?.. ".. with these , i remembered that i have nothing to be afraid of, just have faith in God.. Worship him with all your heart and soul...and prioritize God first.... =)

and now my day will end up with a smile again.. =)



"maybe we're friends,maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination"...