14.7.08

.what is this sunset i see?.

"i hear angels singing"... every time i hear praise songs , it makes me glad... it feels like I'm loved... and i like that feeling... =) anyway, i don't know what's happening to me right now... my feelings are blended all together and i don't know what makes me clumsy and not in focus.. I'm lost in this world... i think.. it just felt like I'm not with myself this past few days. something is bothering me.. and i think it's a boy...i have a crush on him.. well,, he's my friend... a close one...but a part of me says i don't have a crush on him...or am i just telling myself to stop falling with him?.. so that our friendship will not end?.. well, i don't know really.. . i think i have only a tiny feeling for him.. i don't want to fall really deep with him.. "sayang naman ang friendship" coz maybe if i tell him that i have feelings for him , he will not talk to me anymore... he is a kind a person who's really quiet ,,he's not open with others, sometimes he is noisy and often laughing too hard.. when he smiles it looks like the stars in the night sky twinkling around... hahah.. it might sound funny but that's the way i see it.. =) .when he looks at me, it's like I'm watching a sunset in the sea..you'll see it in his eyes... looking in it very deeply i can see everything i love!.. .

sometimes, i often catch him looking at me... he 's looking at my eyes.. what might it mean?,, well, we'll see.... =) and also, he caught me many times when I'm staring at him.. every time i wonder at things, i see him looking at me and then i think we are looking at each other about 3 seconds?.. haha.. but i think I'm not in love with him... i only admire his personality and characteristics... =) well, that's all for now.. I'm so sleepy.. =) goodnight..let's see what will happen tommorow

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