"..You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed."

i have finished reading the book "the little prince" last night... it's good...but it's too depressing...so yeaaa.. i barely cried..haha.. cause i learned many things from it.. like having friends or establishing ties, taming them and knowing that you're responsible for your friends... i have the answer for everything i can't understand between me and "him'... I FOUND IT IN THIS BOOK... all i need is time... i should not be hurrying from everything... as if i like everything to come out easily... soo yeaa i'm a little bit spoiled...

.this morning, i first saw him in our school when we're going up to our classroom.. when i saw him, it felt like someone hugged me...like his eyes were like soft pillows in my sleep.yeaa..because i woke up this morning like i'm so depressed about everything..i have no energy to go to school, i don't want to eat, i don't want to study and i just want to rest... but it changed when i saw him.. why is it like that?.. he's like a drug that keeps you from being high..the moment you see his face, you just want to smile...hahah...(i remembered his face) .. =) i love his personality... he's so mysterious and nice.. he often laughs and fooling around,he's so smart.. and he's like my dad.. because he is so wise.. he knows many things in life..he knows how to handle it...and he is now really a grown up person. he's the one who showed me what life really is. i saw his sacrifices in his studies. he showed me that the things we need in life are not always instant.... i observed this personality of him when we were in third year high school... because we are so close that time he's almost like my best friend... he always text message me just to say hi and if I'm fine.. because my life is so depressing when we were in 3rd yr.. because of a guy who left me all alone...he's the one who comforts me.. =) this shows what friendship is really is.. =) but i still don't know why i have this feeling for him...

my friend James Philip said this "him" I'm talking about is an "out of this world lunatic" haha..because he's doing something that's so funny..hahha.. like out of this world..sometimes he's looking so far and he's thinking very deeply... and then after a moment he will smile all by himself..hahaha..=)
a part of the book i really liked:
"You're lovely, but you're empty," he went on. "One couldn't die for you. Of course an ordinary passerby would think my rose looked just like you. But my rose, all on her own, is more important than you altogether, since she's the one I've watered. Since she's the one I put under glass. Since she's the one I sheltered behind a screen. Since she's the one for whom I killed the caterpillars (except for two or three for butterflies). Since's she the one I listened to when she complained, or when she boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing at all. Since she's my rose."





"he is my Rose.. soo, i'm responsible for him..he tamed me and i love to look at the star where he is.."
-naDine....