headshot.

Breathing underwater is easier
than talking to you.
Much less suffocating as well.
Yet equally mind numbing.

Page up.

Sometimes I feel like crystal only a little more tainted.

Yet just as breakable and weak.

Why couldn’t I be more like diamond instead?

Strong and beautiful.

And most importantly, completely indestructible.

summer would be ending soon. i can say that i made myself so busy this summer. i find it fun and memorable. i spent most of the time in our church serving people. i'm glad i shared the good news to them. that God died for us. i can say that i'm becoming more closer to God which is good...

A lot of things happened this summer.. and the one i told you all the time here is gone.. No more courting.... maybe it's really the best for us. all the time i hear God telling me to stop this. but i did not listen. so there God took him away from me.and i know that there's a reason why..and it's not good to blame this to God...maybe we're better if we're friends... for us not to suffer all the pain the courting may bring. I trust God that He will work on our both lives...our separate lives... I'm happy that i shared to him the truth about God and i can say, that's the best gift i gave to him.

I'll get over this soon cause i know God will bring much more blessing to me.and i trust God what will happen tomorrow. And i have a lot of friends surrounding me, ready to offer whatever i need.

nonsense title.

.in my head.

I’ll gain some friends—some memories, too
To myself, I vow to be true.
And I’ll push myself to make it through
Without giving myself the chance to fail.