16.12.08

8 days 'til Christmas..

i spent 3 days at home... i was sick but im kinda ok now and about to go to school tomorrow.. this week is our last exams for the year and badly i didn't got the exam of my 6 subjects because of flu.. i'll be taking 3 subjects tomorrow and the 6, maybe next year... :) well, i'm doing fine with everything .. i think.. nothing bothers me that much and that's a great thing.. no problems for Christmas.. :D hahha.. and that's all because of Jesus... :) i was very busy this past few weeks.. tests,quizzes,projects and more... there are so many great things happened to me,my family,friends and others. i don't really want to post what those best things happened cause i like it more to be private and not talked about by everyone... :)

Shopping... i can't wait for shopping...haha.. i have these A-list,B-list and C-list for the gifts to be given...hahha. i want to be organized as i can..and i don't want to spend that much and try to avoid panic buying.. :) yea that's me..hahah ,, i really want to give back to charities or be a member of cancer awareness something,.. i don't know i feel like helping those people who lacks of love... i want to share them the true meaning of Christmas...i want to tell them the story of how Jesus saved our lives and why He came. i just want to give hugs for those helpless children...

most of all, I'm so very thankful to God i have a Father like my Dad... he is such a nice man.. i can see His effort in order for us to live a very beautiful life and he even push harder for a better one... :) When i think about Him, it's like i want to cry because of happiness..Happiness cause God made a perfect Dad for me,my mother and sister... Although sometimes we don't get along with something like with the guy courting me,He is not much in favor with that(i think) but i promised to him that i will not let him down from what he wants me to be...but the good thing is that he let the guy court me... :) also, My mom, who is very hospitable, caring,supports me in all i do, gives me advice for everything and she lets me do things i want (except the bad things) ..haha..i love them both.. :) My sister Nicole, who is very spoiled cause she's the younger one... i still love her even if she beats me sometimes and sometimes she even mock me..hahha..but i just end it up with laughter... and everything will be great.. :) And this Guy, he's still courting me and he is now on his 3rd month.hahha..it's really nice isn't it and yet so sweet.. :) he doesn't change... and i hope this will last and he can wait for me cause i always pray that every night. ..i trust him now than before... and i hope he will not break it. :)



All i want for Christmas is you... :) <3
For with God nothing will be impossible...
-Luke 1:37



10.11.08

.a glimpse of truth. =)

last Saturday, i went to mall of Asia with my aunt,uncle and my two cousins (Janna and yesha).. we spent 10 hours there reading books in different bookstores,buying Christmas decorations and of course, eating.. =D my aunt and her family are so good..they are much like my family.. =) they helped me and my family with so many things... =) so being with them is a lot of fun.. =) they always go out every Saturdays and they let me to come with them sometimes.. =) when I'm with them, it feels like home, they always care for me... it's like they are my 2ND family.. =)

. we watched the fireworks in mall of Asia .. it was SO great.. i have seen may fireworks display there before, but every time i see it, it never gets old.. while i was watching, i was thinking of so many things.. those lights sparkled my eyes and those sounds brought me to euphoria. i was stunned, then i felt weakness... but this fireworks kept me strong....

it's like my life... fireworks can't be seen if you're doing nothing at all.. you have to lit it with a flame... the Flame is like GOD, my family,my relatives,friends,and this special someone.. =) they are the ones who brings out the best of me... fire works are the best lights in the sky.. you can feel it swarm your body with love.. the chill you always wanted... those are so great... i can recall that time, i was so happy.. and this red fireworks came out, i remembered this guy... it even felt more better... i remembered his eyes cause its sparkles like it.. nothing shines more than his eyes... He must really love me so much... i can see it..i can feel it.. and i expect for him not to let go...


different stories,,same feelings..
<3



1.11.08

a new start. =)

it's been a long time since i had another post.. =) I've been so much busy with things in school, family,church,friends and OTHERS. =)

Well, i want to start with my studies... i've been doing great in school.. my grades got up .. . and i'm so happy as well as my dad. =) i'm now interested in studying since i am now a graduating student. i want to change the habit of mine that i am so bored in studying lessons. and now i'm glad to say that i've changed. =) and it's all because of my INSPIRATIONS. =) our school intrams was held starting last monday until thursday... We seniors are the overall champions.. it feels so good. =) hahah.. and at the last day of our intrams, my friends in atheneum (BETTINA,KMAYE and TIMOTHY) came over..and i'm so happy to see them again.. =) i had fun seeing them and being with them even if its a short time. =) i want to spend more time with them.. =)

Me and my mom became much closer now... She trusts me so much this time.she lets me go out even if it's already 7 pm. haha..yea..it's funny..i can't believe it either!. =) also my dad, he lets me do things i want. except i have curfews.. but it's OK.. that's his only way of showing that he cares... but sadly, my dad is going to US this coming January... he will be working there... but it is for our own good so i'll be over it (i think)...i love them both so much and i am so proud having them. =) my sister Nicole, we're still fine but most of the time we argue with some small things but it will end up in laughter. =)

my faith in God is great although sometimes i forget to pray and thank Him for everything, i know He forgives and i promise i will make up to Him. God is so great He made all these wonderful things around me so Good. =) i love God more than Anything.. =)

so there is this boy.. =) he's my batch mate and my friend... he is courting me for more than 1 month until now. =) He is great.. =) i can see his effort in making me believe that he loves me so much.. =) but i still have this feeling that i should be careful. i don't know. i trust him but i remember all the things happen in the past.. I'm afraid that it might happen again .... he is a nice man.. i want to love him but there's something that pulls me off.. it's my past.. i know that time will come for us to be together... =) the great thing is my mom and dad knows that he is courting me. and they allowed me.. also my uncles and aunties,cousins and others.. he is the first man that i introduced to my relatives..they like him..and i like him too.. =) he is also the first man that goes with me to church. =) He is a wonderful person given by God. . =) and i know there's a right time for us. =)




.We will be together.... =)