i had a long break writing in my blog.but i have no break in doing things i should do...i feel so stressed out and out of this world... i need a break and thought "How about to write in my Blog?" ... I find writing here makes me feel better... well, anyways, i was so busy with academics because I'll be graduating on march...research papers,projects and exams...i almost can't sleep everyday... all i am doing is to write on our research paper and think about it almost every second of my life. actually, I'm so stressed thinking about it..but i have to be strong... i always keep telling myself to be strong with things facing me now. ..
i have many things in my mind ...i can't sleep at night. i always stay up because things just shoots my mind. .. and it keeps me up all day. i think i have insomnia..but that sounds weird and impossible. .. i admit it i have so much problems and i think i can't do it anymore... i just want to fall down and have my life to rest. but still, there are many who keeps me on going... even if they hurt me with the things they say everyday to me, i just want to hug them and ask them a favor to trust me...they are my parents.especially my dad. i love him so much. even if he keeps on telling me everyday hurtful words. but i accept all the things he says because that's all i can do. i don't want us to argue so i just accept all those things even if he says wrong about what he thinks, i just cry it out .i dont want to fight ... Fighting hurts me so much...
hope that this will be better soon.
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GOD is here with me.
i know this will be better.
